So today is day 7! And I need u to all send me messages and keep me going because I don't want to smoke, but I know the cravings are going to be prominent today.
Last week my grandma died who I was very close to, it was sudden and really sad. She always told me off for smoking, so was actually the kick I needed to stick on a patch.
Today is her funeral.
So- I have got a few buddy's, my dad and my cousin who are on the 'Laura can't smoke today', train. They have promised to keep me under lock and key- I will not be venturing outside at all during the wake.
But, if u can support to that would be amazing- I will log in when I can, or when I'm feeling like I may sneak outside, to read and hopefully I can stay strong!!
I will respond later- but thank u in advance!!