Well nearly. I'm posting now just in case i don't get a chance later.
I'm finally here at the door of the Penthouse with my key and i'm totally chuffed to bits.
This is my second time i've been here but i won't screw it up again. It's to painful to go through this journey again.
Just a quick recap then.....
Do i miss it?
No i don't
Do i think about it?
Sadly i do sometimes.Please don't let that put you off your quit as i have everything under control. These really are just little passing thoughts mainly triggered by other smokers. I can go days even weeks without thinking about smoking
Do i Crave?
No i don't. I get the odd baby urge and nothing more.
Am i smoke free for ever and ever now?
I would like to think so but again sadly i still have to remain vigilant.It was only on Sunday gone i was having an amazing day(and drunk) when someone offered me a smoke. I seriously considered treating myself but thankfully i resisted. I was angry with myself for nearly accepting the offer.
That's it really. Not much more i can add. I can remember thinking to myself i wish i could wake up and be at the year mark to save all that grief. I don't need to now.
Good luck to all existing quitters or people thinking about it. I'm so much more happy within myself and obviously richer. This ranks as one of my biggest achievements in my life because it isn't easy.
It can be done believe me. I done it twice and should know.
Also a massive thanks to all the people on here who have supported me in my quit. There's some truly wonderful posters on here.
Take care all