Am feeling a bit fed up - not sure why either!!
Will be into month 3 in a few days, and lots of the time am really pleased to have done so well and (don't know if this is going to make sense or not) 98% of me doesn't want to see another fag again forget smoking one but the monster's been really getting on my nerves!!
Don't like admitting this either, but am getting a muffin top :eek: but since I quit have been far too tired in the evenings to do much. It sounds stupid, but do *not* want to go up to a size 10!! I lost a lot of weight back when I started smoking last time and don't want it going back on again.
So anyway the monster has been having a real go at me, trying to get me to try "just one" trying to convince me to quit the quit, that I'm somehow "meant" to be a smoker, to go onto e-cigs, anything really and it's really starting to get to me Know it's all rubbish but that's the monster.
It's like I get a few really fab days when I'm really positive and then get a few totally rubbish ones.
Suppose I'm just venting, but would love any help and advice for how to beat it and to know how long I'm likely to be battling the damn thing!!