I went up to London yesterday for my pals 30th,
I struggled I must say which kind of deflated my good vibes!
My mates all popping out through out the day for sneaky cigs and even though I didn't want to smoke felt pathetically jealous... Will this ever pass?...will I have to find new friends;)haha!
I was bit of a chicken an a party pooper an left b4 they hit the bars, I had my little girl with me ( bit of a godsend safety crutch) I didn't think I would have found it so hard, will I ever be able to go out with out feeling like this!!
Advice and strategies needed! I don't want to be a hermit forever!!!x