Still feeling flat today. Work is a nightmare and very busy ATM, however that’s not actually a problem for me. I thrive on my busy PR world right now, it’s distracting and leaves me no time to think about smoking. I’m actually feeling flat today because of the weekend looming and because last weekend was really difficult for me. Aside from the fact my boyfriend smokes, basically its January, I don’t have lots of cash and I spent a lot of last weekend feeling a bit lost and like I had nothing to do. There were some serious low points. This is despite me cooking, shopping and going for some long walks when I felt cravings... This weekend I have more on, including a family event where everyone my age smokes (and a baby shower where no one smokes :))...I know every day is different but I guess I’m just worried as last weekend left me time to think and I know weekends are harder for me.
Sunday will be the mark of 14 days and I sooo want to make it into week 3. I believe I can be strong I just think it will be tougher over the weekend and feel I have somewhere lost my positive thinking the past few days.
Actually debating on taking work home to keep me busy!!