Seriously....Arrrggghhhh !!! Just hours away from day four and everything else is turning completely to Sh*t!!! Just spent the past 2 hours fighting with my boyfriend who has come to the conclusion that I can pretty much F**k off, which by the way I would be happy to do if it weren't for this piece of crap economy and wages in the toilet. Thus meaning that I am essentially stuck right here without cigarettes or options just a position with a law firm that isn't paying nearly enough!! :confused:
I said earlier that I had an E-cig at home that I would be throwing in the rubbish..... well that hasn't happened. While I haven't gone to the store and bought smokes.... I am using the E-cig tonight. That's my confession lol.
The rest, who knows, gonna have to suck it up and deal with the stress and the bull sh*t, make nice and smile a lot- arghhhhh !! :mad:
Go to work tomorrow and hope for better days.
I so wish I could get out of this whole damn country and start over. Oh man just have to keep moving forward I guess, this sucks big time!!! :mad:
So sorry for the rant, I feel better now I guess. Still not going to start smoking again. This is pretty much the only thing I have right now to hang on to. :eek: