Im beginning to think that the second you decide to quit smoking the big man up there ..well..he decides it'd be hilarious to lump loads of stress your way! ..
looking back on the last 9 days now..tis' comical :rolleyes:
had the ex mother law turn up during christmas dinner today to hammer on my door and shout abuse! ..oh wells, i smiled sweetly shut the door in her face and went back to my dinner this was THE moment for me . I nearly caved. i was sitting there with my xmas hat on thinking i can't do this..i need a cig!!! but nopes again i thwarted the urge . It was the usual drinks at my mums today , normally go every year, i decided to skip it this year .
With the day ive had i thought it best i stay away from alcohol and smoking folks.
I hope everybody had a wonderful christmas and crazy lady aside..mine was great. the kids loved it , dinner was lovely and we slobbed out watching naff tv until they all tumbled into bed knackered..the clean up starts tomorrow!!
oh! and i have my usual boxing day buffet to throw for my family and the in laws! should be...interesting.....whatever you got for me big man ..throw it my way , i can do anything
day 10 in an hour or so!!