It's nearly 2 weeks since I had my last fag, but today is really tough for me.
I've had a couple of little shocks - nothing serious but it's enough to make me really want a smoke, that and a stressful morning! It's the crutch thing, would have smoked a lot before I quit and this is one of the first times I've got wound up without my "support" (know it really isn't) so it's hard to get through.
Don't know why, but I'm feeling sort of 'uneasy' somehow and my tummy's tied in a knot, not sure if that's quitting or just 'cos I'm a bit wound up and slightly teary though - and I'm not usually like that! Well really I'm halfway between crying and screaming, and that's definitely *not* me!
Am thinking I picked a really bad time to stop now *but* I'm determined not to give in! I've got gum and my patch is on so hopefully it's going to pass soon!
Just wanted to let off steam a bit really - hope that's OK