Hi everyone - I haven't posted for approx 2 weeks and as I have got this far I thought it was definitely worth a message :p. What can I say - I feel healthy and free and have found it quite stress free bar the two occassions where I had to have a quiet word with myself (my partner who smokes was coming home for the weekend after 3 weeks away and I hadn't seen him since I last smoked so it like a trigger for me to smoke but I am happy to say I refrained). It wasn't cravings as such but on Thursday night (the night he was due home and also the last day of my working week so it was a time where I would really relax and look forward to smoking :o) I was just thinking to myself 'normally I would wait up for him to come home and smoke a few cigarettes and drink cups of tea' which I used to quite enjoy and I did feel slightly put out but then I ended up watching I'm a Celebrity Get Me Out of Here and kind of forgot about smoking and the next morining I thought to myself I would normally be having an early morning cigarette with him outside catching up on our 3 weeks apart - it was strange but by the Friday afternoon I was fine and didn't feel I was missing out at all. It was just that initial trigger of the Thursday evening and Friday morning. Also my partner did say to me that I looked radiant and fresher than when he last saw me and that inspired me even more!!! Sorry to ramble on but I think that was the biggest hurdle of all - I think it is slightly harder when you have a smoking partner - is anyone else in the same position? Also like I said it has been stressfree but it seems 3 x longer than it has been since I have last smoked :confused: does anyone else feel the same?