day 16

[nsd_user663_53394]

Oh I do feel quite the seasoned pro these days. It used to take me weeks to feel like this and then often as not I would celebrate my success with a fag or 20. I must not get complacent. I must not ...

[AngryBear]

You just sound positive not complacent keep going !!

[nsd_user663_53212]

I know that feeling really well :eek:

I'd love to celebrate being a mth free from fags with a fag:confused:

But nope Not even allowed 1 puff as this will lead me back to day 1 and we've all worked so hard to go back to that

Keep going Hun your doing so well xx

[nsd_user663_53202]

mrsm, weren't you saying the other week that you had been buying yourself presents with the money you are saving from fags? Sounds like another present is in order.

[nsd_user663_53394]

Not smoking is its own reward

Thank you biggrin I would love another present but unfortunately we are limping towards pay day and there is no money. Have to find other rewards. Working on it!

It is interesting that I would have thought nothing of spending half of our available cash on my fags if this had happened last month, I am a nice person but for years I have ruthlessly put my addiction before every thing else. Horrific.

[nsd_user663_53202]

It is horrific, and yet while I smoked I just couldn't bring myself to acknowledge that.

[nsd_user663_42390]

I know it is weird though, I was skint when I smoked and I am still skint now:confused: