I said my goodbye to my Month 2 thread a couple of days ago but I got busy with other things and forgot to start my thread here. Well, here I am today
I'm super proud to be here but I'm also having a very hard day. It's the end of a very long and hard week and when I woke up this morning I saw it was sunny outside and my first thought was 'great, I can sit on the balcony, cup of coffee in one hand, cigarette in the other!' Snap, Wrong thought!! Very wrong, especially first thing in the morning.
Second thought after this was that I'm an idiot for quitting such a relaxing habit, how will I relax now?! Yeah, kinda said I still have stupid thoughts like these going through my head on my third month.
Well, it's the afternoon already, I replaced the cig with a book and I'd say relaxing is going pretty well. I'm still craving a smoke. Experience tells me I will till I go to bed tonight and hopefully I'll forget about it tomorrow morning. The important thing is that I feel it's manageable.