I done a month, I done a month, E I ADDYO, I done a month woot woot Yep, as from 14 minutes ago I am in Month 2 woot woot :cool: Problem is, I've been in here twice before and each time I erm, went out through the wrong door, fell down the fire escape and ended up flat on my face smoking like the proverbial chimney :mad: Last time I was here I only lasted a day and that is soooo bad. BUT today is a new day, and a new month, I've got my old bunk back in the Month 2 room and found the sock I left here in January. And I've got a silly grin on my face. Kind of feel a bit nervous though cos I am getting near to my previous best and I don't want to fail again cos it gets a bit tiresome going around in circles quitting then smoking, quitting again and then smoking .... urrggh. But the cravings aren't too bad at the mo, in fact I would say they are more like the occasional strong 'want' than a full on 'gimmeafagnoworIdeckya' kind of crave. So thats an improvement. And I seem to be starting to get a handle on the anger stuff too, well a bit anyway, so another improvement. So hopefully at the end of this month I will get in the lift and go UP to the next floor (menswear) into Month 3.
Meanwhile I am going to have a nice lazy day watching Wimbledon, eating naughties, and getting up to other mischief ;). Can't believe I can watch tennis without smoking lol as it was a big trigger point for me which now seems to have bitten the dust, hahaha!! So for anyone out there struggling trust me, it defo gets better.
Love to all,