Well I completed my third week literally hanging on by my fingernails it was really so, so bad :(. What with anger, and depression that was so bad I felt frightened I was very close to caving in there. And on Friday night (I think) I had just about made the decision to smoke again and I really don't know what stopped me. I think it was the thought of the frustration of yet another failed quit on my hands, the memory of just how awful fags tasted last time I smoked, and the memory of how good I felt the first time I got into week 4 of a quit, and I so wanted to get back there again, so I didn't smoke, phew :D.
So now here I am in week 4 woot woot and feeling loads better thank goodness, but guess what?? No Week 4 room to go to eek!! Been twiddling my thumbs a bit but guess I'll just hang out and do a bit of busking in the corridor, do some graffiti on the walls, and stick my foot out to trip up the mods when they walk past (sorry mods). Oh, and drink vodka of course, cos where is it written that I can get 'done' for being drunk in charge of a quit?? It isn't muahahahaha See you all in the Month 1 room next week, a bit hungover and a bit fatter, but smokefree, I hope, lol!!