Got up this morning determined not to buy any cigarettes. I don’t think Chris will be too impressed when he finds out I have raided his stash of Chupa Chups Lollypops!! Maybe I should have planned ahead a bit better and bought my own, but now I have no cigarettes left I dare not go into a shop. Not yet anyway.
I am quite proud of myself actually. Normally I would fold and stop of at the nearest garage on the way to work, but I managed to make it all the way to Coventry and into the building without caving in.
All I can think about now though is standing outside having a cigarette. I am struggling today, I am finding it very hard to concentrate on my work and I am so restless.
Just want to go home actually, I only have 2 hours 20 min but I think I will go insane.
Please tell me all this is normal!!