I've been reading this forum for the last 5 days mainly when I feel the need for a cig! So I would like to say a massive thanks to everyone for keeping me going and making me realise everything i feel is completely normal! I am going cold turkey (again), I quit once for 7 months about 6 years ago but I don't remember feeling this bad, I was going on holiday to Florida with 3 non-smokers in a villa and felt it would be awful wandering around Disney and trying to find somewhere to smoke and drag them with me and gave up just like that.
This time it's different, I never smoked in public only at home but, I knew I had to stop when I started smoking at work, I have worked for my current company for 3 years and never smoked at work until new people joined the team and it became social so ended up on 20 a day instead of every 3 days. Last Sunday I had one and I felt so ill I didn't have another one but I'm not counting that as a non smoking day...So here I am day 5, still go out at fag break time at moment becuase it makes me worse feeling im missing out on something but actually don't like the smell and can't believe I used to smell like that, on the negative side am eating myself out of house and home, luckily busy weekend moving my sisters horses to new stables this weekend so no smoking and no eatin!!!
Hope I haven't bored you all too much love reading your posts, hopefully I'll be able to input more as my quit continues! All the best fellow quitters! Xxx