Okay, I played the Mega Millions last night, and invested $20. I "won" back about $6.
But right now, I feel like I WON the lottery, because I haven't smoked for 17 days, and 17 hours.
Maybe that doesn't make me rich, but it sure does make my life SOOOOO much better!
At this point, I get a little craving every so often, but it's nothing I can't handle. I've got my guard up against the Big Crave, and I'm taking nothing for granted. That said, I'm allowing myself to just squeeze myself with delight at my success so far.
A friend visited my apartment (my "flat," for you Brits!) today. I asked her how it smelled. She said it was completely okay and didn't stink of cigarettes! Yay!
I feel like I'm walking out of a dark passage through the woods, and into the sunlight of a beautiful meadow.