Big Black Bear

[nsd_user663_24115]

I just nearly lost it when 2 yoots were harrassing a woman with learning disabilities she was in tears i walked over to them i was going that way anyway and suddenly i turned into a huge black bear with the most enormous booming voice. they were still goading her and so i marched over and said how dare they treat my sister in that way and lots of other stuff i was still shouting at them and threatening to follow them home and smash up their toilet. this brought out all the people from the houses, and now everyone knows what theve done and who they are who needs the dibble and the press when black bears about. i felt a bit embarrassed about it but now i feel quite proud of myself for doing what i now consider to be the right thing. it looks like my quit is filled with dramas . well it is . my life is always filled with drama, its just that now iv quit i can talk about it on here. or maybe if id still been smoking none it would have happened who knows but im starting to enjoy being spontaneous and vocal and angry at what is worthy of it. i certainly feel more alive..

didnt lose it but found it,

Mashx:cool:

[nsd_user663_6426]

Ha ha ha Mash. Good for you and well done for doing the right thing...(which everyone else is so scared of doing!). Down right little scrotes. I don;t know whether it is giving up the fags or just getting older but I damn well say what I feel a bit more...you know, not rude but what's the word....I'm more ascertive and hold my ground a bit. Who cares in the end anyway. Will it make me feel better about it, damn straight it will LOL!

I'm gonna end up a grumpy old git on the back of a bus, moaning about the seats being ripped and smelling of wee whilst telling the schoolkids to pack in being so bloody noisy. Looking forward to it...I'm looking forward to acting mad when I'm older ha ha ha

Anyways, gold star for you mash. Hope you're around (or someone like you) if I get in a pickle.

Lisa xx

It's alive...it's alive, it's alive, alive, alive !

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Good for you mash .. not sure what it's got to do with smoking other than venting if you are having the kind of day that some of us are having today .. but well done anyways. Good to stand up for what is right. Maybe they'll think twice the next time in case a black bear is lurking out of sight.

[nsd_user663_24115]

@ Suze yes it was a bit of venting and afterwards i did think cigarettes to cope ,breifly. but whats becoming clearer to me as my quit progresses is how much smoking keeps the masses subdued and stupid me incl.now that i no longer smoke im more apt to acknowledge and vocalize my distate and disappoitment with aspects of the world, there seems to be a conspiracy to beleive we should all be calm ,never show anger ,never complain about the b****ity of our society and just accept shit... well no i dont we dont have to stay quiet and collude with the shit. i think thats wot i mean. yes smoking makes people stupid like cattle.and if you quit you feel it all a lot more. the scales fall from ones eyes,

@ Lisa i loved the Frankenstein vid LMao ... its ALive its alive.

If you ever need a black bear in a pickle just call my name and i'll be there.

Mash:cool:

[nsd_user663_35913]

Good for you for standing up to those idiots - someone needs to. And I bet you felt alot better afterwards - a good, well deserved rant does one a whole load of good!

I've probably gone too much the other way now - I'm far more relaxed these days then when I was smoking (I was pretty chilled out then) and it takes alot for me to get mad...and probably get walked all over as a consequence so I could do with a black bear in my life....I now know where to find one!