If anyone asks me, I still say that not smoking is a real struggle, the most difficult thing I have ever done, I am amazed that I haven't caved.
But when I sit and think about it, this isn't really true. It hasn't been that bad. No physical pain. No descending into mental illness. No suicidal thoughts.
Uncomfortable occassionally. Feeling a bit low for a moment. Sometimes irritated with myself for being a smoking idiot for so long. But that's about the sum of it, really.
It's not that dramatic, is it? Hollywood isn't going to be interested in this little story. People passing in the street don't even notice. It's just about riding those difficult little moments, and not letting those define your whole day.
Good luck everyone. Let's hang on in there.