We think we know ourselves. . we think we know our strengths/weaknesses . . Yet I've not a clue how I'm still not smoking after the stress of this week!
I thought that as I hadn't prepared to stop smoking and just sort of went for it . . then I may well cave at some point . . but so far not even close . . discomfort yes . . but not caved. I can't understand what's going on. It's weird for me this. I've had a busy week so far . . starting a new job (stressful) All employees smoke! (this has never been the case . . I've always been the social outcast and only smoker) so at break times they're all outside bonding and smoking. I've been getting lifts of one of 'em and she smokes in the car! . . I'm only on day 17 and I am amazed that I've not ripped her arm off for a drag!
What's going on?