I had so much willpower I thought, I was scared of any nicotine in my system so I decided to try cold turkey but I felt like I was enduring agony, I told myself I needed to endure it but I went through so many symptoms, I've been crying and felt like I would go insane. I know, I know it's supposed to hard and I need to be strong but I already take tranqs and I'm going through really bad anxiety these days anyway, not much seemed to make it better.
I cracked and smoked, I felt so weak and upset, I know even on patches it's still hard but I am desperate, if they take the edge off the symptoms I feel maybe I can succeed. Has anyone felt they helped much in the very beginning?
I'm not trying to make excuses, I really want to quit but cold turkey makes me feel I'll end up having a breakdown and I already feel close to 1.