Struggling today...but won't have a cigarette. Been to my friends funeral and can't stop thinking about her and her husband. I've been thinking of fags since the service but I can't have one, she would be so disappointed, get in a pissy and shout at me if I did!
Struggling: Struggling today...but won't have... - No Smoking Day
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Aw Lisa I'm so sorry. As you know I lost my friend just before Christmas so I do know what you're going through. And you don't need a cigarette, it is comfort you are looking for. Sending big hugs (((( )))) to you.
And stay as strong as you are, you doing awesome matey
Zoe xxxx
dont you dare let me down missy!!!!
i know its a hard time but would like to let you know that im finding it just as difficult at the moment because everything still tastes and smells of fags and im desperate for it to stop but until i have camera down throat there is nothing i can do to make it feel better.
i never want to smoke again but its constantly in my head I AM DYING FOR A FAG!
i really am not not but that saying says it all, i only think im dying for a fag cause thats what i would usually do when im feeling not in control...........let the nicodemon take control.
well it aint freaking happening
never quit quitting
jenni x
Lisa u have been a rock to so many on here. Love and hugs xx I have been wanting a ciggy all day but we will get through these rough times xx
Hugs and keep trucking!!!
Hope you're ok!?! Keep strong x
Thanks for the support guys, hard day yesterday and then wasn't feeling very well during the night so I only got a few hours sleep on the sofa....just makes you feel low and that's when the nicodemon see's you feeling vulnerable and trys to tempt you. you're right zoemac...it's just the comfort of familiar times to help you through rough patches but we can do this and make non-smoking familiar now. Well I've never got past three months before so I'm determined to get past that milestone...also this quit is forever. I deserve it to my friend to stay quit anyways.
Sorry you're having it rough too Jenni....constantly not feeling great really gets you down. Hope you get this diagnosed and sorted asap. You're right....we've come so far...no freaking way baby.
Thanks to everyone else too, I would've been more than tempted without you guys...Lisa x Trucking on.....over and out. x
Hey Lisa
Sorry to hear about your friend. It's really shitty that this has happened while you've been trying to quit as well.
Very sorry about your friend, Lisa.
I have grandad's funeral on Wednesday -- I know how it feels.
Well done for staying strong -- your friend is no doubt VERY proud of you (as are the rest of us).