Had a bad dream last night, I dreamt that I started smoking again, it felt so real.
In my dream I was puffing away on a B&H Gold and I kept saying to myself "you twit, this tastes awful, why you doing this" in my dream I felt disappointed about ruining my quit, 113 days down the pan, I hated myself for giving in.
When I awoke, those feelings were still there, I felt awful. Even when I realised I had not started smoking again I still felt like crap, I can't believe that dream felt so real and how much its affected my mood today.
Still smoke free but feeling really down