Im new to the forum.. I have been 'stalking' for the last 4 days and have finally decided its my turn to share my story.
First 3 days were really quite easy except my 4 year old was driving me crazy with all his typical 4 year old questions, I just wanted to scream and run away.
Tonight has been quite a struggle... I went out with my husband on to our deck with a coffee and started searching the table for my cigarettes.... aaaargggh... The panic that hit me like a tonne of bricks when I realised that I had stopped smoking (for good) was really surprising.. I cannot believe that for a brief moment, I completely forgot that I stopped. Ive done so well for the past few days and suddenly I had the urge to smoke???? :confused:
I want to stop for my little boys and my husband. My husband has also stopped same day as me, however we have made a promise to eachother that our quit is completely our own individual decision and what we choose to do with it is up to us.
Anyhow, Just thought I would pop my head in and say hi.. Thanks for reading.