My 9th day of being without the demon and I'm still here - good to see those who have made it to week 2 with me and well done to you. I'm proud of getting here and I hope you are too. Thanks for all of the encouragement too; its really fab to read the comments and know that others are routing for me too.
Didn't get to post yesterday as it was an incredibly busy day. I now have a really shiney car, inside and out and it is amazing what we found lurking in there too - my Raybans that had been missing for a year, crisps and chocolate from 2005 - you get the picture. My hubby has done a fab job, thank you sweetie! Now its a pixie-sty rather than a pig-sty!!!!!
Today is studio cleaning day as everything seems to have migrated into there over Christmas so that should keep me well busy!
:mad:Am still craving though and this seems to stay with me for most of the day. It is like a feeling of something missing rather than five minutes of I'm desperate for a fag and I do catch myself thinking, ok, will do x, y, z after I have a fag. I haven't given in to it, but do wish this would go away.
The cough is slowly disappearing but am still bringing up grot and my breathing at night seems easier. Yesterday I realised that my sense of taste and smell seems to be coming back and found out that sugar puffs really are horrible.
Still breathless though but I guess this one will take a while to go, especially as I am overweight anyway.
Am sleeping really well and do feel tired - have caught myself nodding in front of the tv in the evenings, which is not like me at all. I have a theory about this one - the best healing process for your body is sleep, so maybe this is your body's way of healing the effects of years of smoking???