Being a smoker since 15 (27 now). On and off all my life but for the past 2 years it's been on for 2-3 months off for 5 months. Smoking about 10 a day.
I've got used to the starting and stopping and I don't even know why I start again. I think I get that "urge" down the line to have one and if I'm in a really happy mood I will have one.
Just feeling irritable today. Girlfriend is still smoking but she now has to leave the house to smoke. She had a choice to quit too but decided not to. I just can't stand the smell of smoke when I don't smoke. Really hate it. Even when she kisses me I can smell astray and I hate it.
Although I have the symptoms of withdrawal I've yet to actually feel the need for a cigarette. It's as if my body aint asked for one yet. Or I'm just so fed up with them I give them no thought.
