Well, Ive made it this far!! And to be honest, im quite suprised in myself!!!
Its 1am, and usually, at this time, im in bed, with facebook buddies (another addiction of mine i have to quit lol) playing poker, coffee, and god knows how many ciggys burning away!, but i attempted a couple of hands of cards, got frustrated and gave up, so ended up here, RATTLING ON AGAIN, *many apologies*
If youve been here the past few days youve seen my blah blah, and I hope, to be a regular, until i have completely kicked this demon thats ruling my life, Spoken to a few of you welcoming people in this forum, if ive missed your good luck and motivation messages, im sorry, my mind has been clouded...but each one was taken in and greatly appreciated, its nice to know im not the only one out there going through a hard time!
Il just breifly end my waffling, by introducing myself, Im Kaz, a 34 year old single parent of a 15 year old diva, living in the midlands, been a sucker to the sticks for 20years, through naivity, I believed it would be cool to light up with teenage friends those many moons ago! How wrong i was! And ended up, on a 40+ a day habit, through constant pleas from my daughter to stop, and having an anti smoking partner, and sick to death of an evil cough and wheezing, plus, Im hoping stopping smoking will increase my chances of having a baby....this is me....FINGERS CROSSED!!!