I went to a dinner at my mother's church for Thanks Giving. I felt so awkward being around new people. I never have told my mother I even smoked for 20 yrs lol. I had a hard time and don't think I will try that again. Anybody else having a hard time being around those kinds of situations in public or is it just me. I was kind of edgy and my mom tells me its her husband's birthday and I say how old are u 90. I was being a smartass I knew it but I couldn't stop my self. I've never liked him but I shouldn't have said that even if he irritating. I dont mean to ramble but just sharing.