Well it appears that today is 8 Weeks for me :eek:
On one hand I'm starting to think that I may actually really not ever smoke again. However, I also feel that smoking is still so close that it might creep up on me and go "surprise I'm back". It would just be so easy to have one. I have missed them, my old smelly poisonous friends who accompanied me everywhere. I haven't missed them controlling me though, I haven't missed my house and car smelling like an ashtray. I haven't missed the wheezing at night or the expense or the looks of disgust from other people.......
I have paid attention to my quit buddies who have tested the curiousty theory and reported back that our old friends do not taste as good as we remember. Why then do I still wonder..............?? I have found myself wondering (like many of the penthouse quitters have said) what awful situation would it take to enable me to say "sod this I'm having a fag"
In the words of Jules from Pulp Fiction....."I'm in a transitional period right now"
I'm really not sure where I am with this quit, have I beat it, or am I just treading water until I give in and have one?? I really need to decide where I'm going and take back some control again. I really don't feel the need for one, but that damn curiosity just won't go away.........!