Weell, I did bleugh.
Decided to open some post I have been avoiding, for good reasons as it turns out. Hadn't though my life problems could get anyworse, but today they did. Kind of wondering how much more can people bleed me dry, lol, am I allowed to eat occasionally?? Apparently not. Kind of went on one of those things 'a cig would make me feel better':rolleyes: as if it would??:eek:
I nearly, and truthfully, went and bought ciggies cos I thought, 'what the hell'. But all the way to the supermarkets, I was automatically thinking, don't wanna lose my quit, my quit date is special to me cos 23rd Dec will be 3 months. And day before Christmas Eve too.
BUT, I did nearly chuck it all in today, seriously, but if I had done that, it would NOT have been because of a craving, it would have been because I wanted to sticki the finger at the world. But the fact that I have come this far without smoking, is awesome to me. I wanted a cig, could have got them, but I didn't want them lol