Ooh had a funny morning, nothing major wrong, just petty irritations. Went to see my doc first thing, said he was well impressed about how I am doing - so far so good. Then went to chemist to get my prescription and was told I would have to wait an hour. So spent an hour walking about in the wind and rain (not worth going home and out again) and meanwhile it seemed like EVERYONE was smoking - I mean I past a whole PARTY of people smoking outside the bingo hall and who wants to play bloody bingo at 11am:eek: And the smell was ghastly, could feel myself going unconscious lol!! And they all looked so weird!!
Eventually got my prescription, checked it and found that 3 of the tablets I really need were missing sigh:rolleyes: So I went back and found that the pharmacy technician had dropped them on the floor! Great! By now I was pretty tired, cold and wet. Walked home and couldn't get my key to open the door. That was it and I lost the plot. Got into my flat eventually, and suddenly realised, (when I eventually stopped swearing:mad that throughout this alleged trauma I had not even thought about smoking. So different from the previous me lol!! Not sure that I should give myself credit for losing my temper, but see what I mean? Losing my temper has been what has led me back to smoking in the past, and it was something I was scared of this time. Hope it is a trigger past anyway. Also felt a bit depressed this morning, then I thought 'Isn't it great to feel depressed and not feel like a smoke', so presumably I wasn't depressed either! Not sure where my head is at the mo but at least I am smoke-free! Sorry for rambling. Have a great evening everyone.