This is my 3rd attempt in 3 months and this time I was adament, patches on and ready to go but. I'm really starting to feel naggy and with both me and my partner giving up tensions are very high. So this morning we had a huge row to the point I couldn't breath, the plan was to go to the shop and buy a bottle of wine to calm me down but I ended up getting 10 fags and smoking one! I felt awful after and banged on a patch, not wanting to use this as a excuse...I'm not sure we can both give up at the same time, we both seem to firey with each other and yesterday we were calling off our wedding lol!! So ripped the other 9 up, i'm so annoyed with myself.