I just wrote a really long post about a recent hospital visit with my son and not thinking about smoking. It took me ages.
I spell checked it all, added my smilies, then went to post it and it was gone. Not happy. If i can be bothered i'll write it again later but i'm fed up now...which brings me onto what i was going to say...
How can i get rid of this feeling or what can i do instead :eek:.
Just ...missing... like someone has walked out of the room and not come back.
Its obviously missing going for a ciggie but being a non smoker i won't do that any more. I have tried just going outside for some air or even taking grapes (chocolate really :o) out there but it still feels as though something is missing.
I've tried alcohol at the weekends but thankfully that doesn't help either.
When will this stop?
I never feel totally satisfied and relaxed. I'm always... just... waiting for something lol.
Now i just sound crazy. :rolleyes: