8 weeks today ive had my ups and my downs ,feeling realy low just now lost all motivation, had no work for 2 weeks starting to argue real bad with my partner of 14 years/ mother of my 2 kids .
she quit about 6 weeks b4 me we a both realy snappy now its starting to upset the kids cant believe i starting smoking that shit nicotine poison why i ask myself because all my family smoked and i lived on a council estate with everyone else who got moved out of hackney and east london .
my mum had a serious stroke 6 years ago (heavy smoker) and still smokes now what chance did i have as a kid not to take up smoking with everyone around me smoking mum dad brother sister.
life sucks at the minute
sorry guys needed to get that off my chest