I have done so much better than I thought I would.
I just feel like crying right now and I have no idea why. I don't even want a cigarette, I just feel so sad. Nothing has happened to make me feel this way.
Ok so things aren't great between me and my husband and haven't been since I gave up. I have slept on the sofa ever since and really distanced myself from him (I have no idea why) and maybe I am just tired as I have hardly slept since giving up.
I have just been to see the nurse and got more patches and she said I was doing so well but all I want to do is curl up and cry. I wouldn't mind if I was craving a cigarette but I just feel so depressed.
I must sound like a right nutjob! The dreams aren't helping either as most seem to involve my husband and they are so vivid, last night he was going to kill me with a screwdiver :eek:, anyway he came home from work and I barely spoke to him so he has gone to bed for a sleep.
I just wish I felt the same way two days running!