So, smoked myself silly last night and here I am with a hangover and a giant craving. I remember this feeling and it is not good, just reminding myself how silly I was to start again. Feeling that I can't do this, don't really want to do this, etc etc. That nicomonster is sitting on my shoulder telling me not to bother, do it another day, I'll never make it, but I did it before and I can do this, I need to do this.
So I had my last fag ever last night.
Wish me luck guys, and the same to you.
Sorry for the ramble, but thanks for reading.