Sorry I haven't posted in ages. I just sort of drifted away after a few weeks. On friday it was 4 calender months since i quit. It was also the day of my dear mother in laws funeral. Yup, she was one of the reasons why I quit, she had smoked all her life and had alsorts of smoking related illness's. In the end it killed her. If I ever want to start again, I will think of the night of the 9th Feb, when I sat with her, and my other half and FIL and SIL and we all sat taking turns to hold her hands and try to comfort her as she begged us to "help her" "help her breathe" I never ever want my kids to see that with me. The most painful of deaths All as a direct result of smoking.
Anyway 4 months done. Onwards and upwards. I still have times where I really could have a ciggie, but I know I won't. I put 20 odd quid a week into a tin, i haven't counted it yet, i'll do that after a few more months.
How is everyone doing?