Haven't posted in a fews days. Quit's going fairly well - I do think about cigarettes a lot but more in a sort of passing way rather than wanting them. And the jealousy of smokers has kicked in...
I went out on Sat night for a proper night out with friends and I missed smoking but I went out with one of my smoker friends when he had one (I missed the 5 minute break of going outside!) and I was looking at his cig thinking 'isn't it crazy how much these weird sticks that you light and inhale from dictate our lives'...sounds a bit crazy and was after a few vodka redbulls but I didn't feel tempted to smoke one and found it funny when this thought entered my head.
Was visiting another office today with boss and colleague both who smoked. I stood outside with them, bored...but the stale smoke on them both made me feel nauseous and gave me a headache!
I hope I'm over the worst of it now, and hopefully I wont even care eventually.
I must admit though going out and drinking isn't as pleasurable without smoking (my 4 months quit boyfriend agrees) but I guess it's more of a question of whether I'm willing to enjoy it less to enjoy life in general more...and I definitely am!
Ohh and got a nice unexpected tax rebate so I'll be booking my Australia flight in a few weeks which is keeping me motivated!