well i just bought some cigs, yes i know, what a pratt! i had 1 and didnt even enjoy it!
im so annoyed with myself, i was on day 16 and now have 2 go back 2 day 1!
i've been crying all day and just got myself really down and for some reason thought i'd feel better but now i feel worse which i knew i would anyway so what was the point? spent money on something i ended up not enjoying and ripping the rest up and jumping on them (which made me feel better at least) x
only good point about it is i know i wont be making the same mistake again, im just gonna think of it as proving a point to myself that i didnt want it anyway and no matter how bad i feel a cigarette is gonna make it worse not better!
if u r thinking of giving in, learn from my mistake please and dont do it x