the big day 4 post.... Where do I start.
Ok, for starters I don't like the new room. It is way to big and I feel like I may get left behind in here so I think I came up with a solution........... here it goes- Days 1,2 & 3 all have their own room. They are small not to crowded and frequented by familiar faces. Those rooms get extra attention because everyone wants to help the newbie or the ones stumbling. Those of us that make it further and further are put with bigger groups of the population with hopes of learning our own self defense skills..... That my friends is exactly where the problem begins, I'm thinking that at the end of every third day I will light up and take one puff of a smoke so I can re-join the day one crowd. Sounds reasonable right?
Think about it – “room for days 4-7” where is the excitement? Let’s see by a show of reply’s how many people actually come into this room………. Will every visitor that comes in please post something? It can even be as simple as telling me I’m nuts. I’m ok with that.
Alright now that you heard all the things you didn’t care to let’s talk about the positive. I am now 4 days into a good quit. The problem that I am currently faced with is that I really didn’t think that I could make it this far with a cold turkey quit so I don’t feel like I had a proper last cigarette. Has this happened to anyone else?