am just feeling abit lonely today, no one is home that i can go visit am really good on the quitting, feeling good and the days of smoking seem so so long ago now still cant beleive the time restraints it put on me, feel as free as a bird now.
i just rang my work to make an appointment for tomorrow about arranging my return to work [on maternity leave], i know i keep wittering on about this but it really gets to me how quickly my maternity went. wen i walked out of there 9 months ago i was pregnant didnt know whether i was having a boy or a girl and thought YES i have nine months head of me and it seemed so far off. i have made the most of every waking moment of my time with the baby and kids and here i am due back in four weeks.
and with todays society i have no choice but to return to work, god damn government no wonder children go off the rails sometimes wen both parents have to be at work just to pay the bills, and now they are trying to get single parents back to work [ i am not single parent] but i think it is just awful to expect a single parent to return to work we find it hard enough in a two parent family juggling work and children
ok rant over feel better now i got it out