so here i am a month in a place i never ever imagined i could get
the voices in my head only whisper at me now, where as they used to shout all day long
you had mr nicotine saying u want me u junkie u need me
and then mr cigarette saying u love me u want me u need me
and then mr smoke saying i smell so nice wen u see someone else smoking
and then mr habit saying u cant change
and then there was old me in there having a shout to, your stressed u need one, your happy u need one, your sad u need one, u did the washing up u deserve one, your not u if you dont have one
and now theres new me shouting F*** OFF u bunch of whinging good for nothing desparate wasters
mr nicotine i dont need u
mr cigarette i dont love u
mr smoke u smell worse by the day
mr habit i can change and i have
i have spent enough of my life bending over backwards for u, slowly poisoning myself so now i am not listening to u anymore and one day soon i wont hear u in my head at all.
hope u all enjoyed the journey inside my head lol i thought of it on my 5 mile walk today which i can do without wheezing or coughing by the way haha
