i had another hard day out of the blue, but it was harder on the phone the bad news came through - it will no longer transmit bad news :rolleyes:
i've calmed down now and, like others before me on this forum (yes, you know who you are!) i feel a little embarrassed
so, i came to the forum to unburdon a bit and find strength, but reading the most recent posts i saw a lot of people were struggling, without exception for very good reasons, and of course i saw even more people being brilliant and supportive as usual, with good advice and strategies and giving of themselves to help others through and towards freedom from smoking.
and i thought, look at us dealing with life! and it made me kind of proud. proud of you lot, and proud of myself.
and i'm not even thinking about smoking, it'd have to get a whole lot harder yet and then some,
best wishes to you all, see you in the penthouse,