Over the last couple of days I have had a lot of those fleeting I want a fag moments :mad: I am ignoring them the best I can but I wish they would leave me alone.
Last night when I went to bed to NOT sleep again I can remember thinking in my semi conscious state that I would buy just 10 in the morning :eek: I got up today, remembered & thought oh no you won't. Then I had a couple of 'just one' thoughts. I know only to well that if I want to stay quit I CANNOT do this, I have proved it to myself many a time. I know it will just start the whole withdrawal process again etc, etc.
I won't give in no matter what but I wish these thoughts would just B****R OFF and leave me alone to enjoy my quit in peace :rolleyes:
Sorry, rant over xxx