Hmm on thursday it will be my 3rd month since my last cig ! - " Yay " - hmm, well i should be happy i guess, but im really thinking what on earth is the point
[*]Make other people around me unhappy
[*]getting very big !
[*]oh and unhappy
Thats a few of my feelings, i have no positive ones that i can think of - And constantly over the past month ive been asking over and over whats the point, ofcourse, there is all the normal answers like "its great for your health" - "blah blah " all the rest, but does anyone else not just feel like it was good smoking?... it was good for that "time out" for 5 mins at your backdoor - it just feels like me and the cigs made a deal, they will kill me slowly, but keep me happy quickly lol -
The post sounds very negative, but hey, its how im feeling .... Just wondering if anyone shares the same thoughts, or if anyone went back to smoking after the 3rd month and continued it later in life?
Oh and , it just feels like ive made everyone else happy, and made myself really unhappy