Good morning all,
This is day 5 for me, i know i fill in this everyday but until i can feel 100% confident that its not going to come back and bite my bum i need to fill in my daily diary also it will help to look back and see how i got on.
Getting up routine is still weird, still cant drink coffee that now has a really nasty taste so im back onto tea now, maybe my taste buds will change again in a few weeks and i will be able to drink it again.
Im still not 100% confident on my own if that makes any sense, next week i have a hospital appt and if i were going on my own it would be harder for my little brain to cope with so i have roped my mum into coming with me and hopefully she will keep my mind off of things.
My OH is back at work today, he has been off for just over a week, we were meant to go away but we stayed home in the end, have decided that we will go away next year somewhere with the kids, maybe in May. We will see.
I have a new floor lamp coming today, where i sit and do my kniting and crochet its quite a dark corner and makes it awkward to see what i am doing so i had a look through the Argos and found a nice half price lamp, ideal for the dark corner and also for the darker early nights coming up.
I am hoping that my elder son when he does his driving lesson later that he will nip in and collect it for me.
Anyhow, still feeling positive, still have those nasty thoughtss though but im NOT going to give in. I find its every so often that i think that there is something missing esp when i wake early in the morning i used to get up at about 6 because i needed that first one but now im staying in bed till 7/7.30 which is extemely good for me. Today im gonna chill a bit more, no OH here just me and the boys so i think we will just relax today.
I can thoroughly reccomend getting some 6.5mm knitting needles. 2 balls o 100g chunky wool, cast on 20 stitches and knit a scarf or 2, they are coming along nicely and i started my first one last Wed or Thur and now i have made 5. I am crocheting at the mo not with a peticular item in mind just to keep me busy, i cant knit anything other than scarves as i have never been taught how to read or do the patterns but seeing as up until last Wed i could not cast on, i watched a video on You Tube showing how its done then on Thurs when i needed to cast off i watched another video on You tube showing how that is done so there is hope for all.
Anyhow, keep up the good work today everyone, i will be back on later and let ya know how Day 5 went.