Day 4 and back again!

Well here I am back again, day four this time. Surprised I haven't cracked today, o,h with manflu kinda tooth ache, Ill child. cleaning sick at two and four in the morning and a visit from a difficult relative, and I'm still free from cigs! Phew!!!!!!! Woo hoo!

Hope you all don't mind me being back again! Keep trying! Again, and again and again! Hopeful this time, trying not to be too confident like last time, mostly cause im not confident! Just trying real hard.

Hope everyone is well

desperate to be a non smoker this time, even though I could do with one right now( it's my first Saturday free from smoking) keep puffing on my inhailator!

Trying to be happy, but I can't help but think I'm not ME if I'm not smoking?!!

Hmmmmmm working on that one.

Happy saturday to everyone. :-)

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  • Hi Jelie,

    Having a ciggie isnt what make you you. Your personality, beliefs etc is what makes you who you are. Its just the Nicodemon telling you that, so you will cave in..dont let him win!

    I know how you feel with the sick child, my 6 year old has just thrown up everywhere! Bless him, at least he made it to the bathroom!

    Dont you just hate it when they are ill!!

  • Well here I am back again, day four this time. Surprised I haven't cracked today, o,h with manflu kinda tooth ache, Ill child. cleaning sick at two and four in the morning and a visit from a difficult relative, and I'm still free from cigs! Phew!!!!!!! Woo hoo!

    Hope you all don't mind me being back again! Keep trying! Again, and again and again! Hopeful this time, trying not to be too confident like last time, mostly cause im not confident! Just trying real hard.

    Hope everyone is well

    desperate to be a non smoker this time, even though I could do with one right now( it's my first Saturday free from smoking) keep puffing on my inhailator!

    Trying to be happy, but I can't help but think I'm not ME if I'm not smoking?!!

    Hmmmmmm working on that one.

    Happy saturday to everyone. :-)

    Hiya Jellie

    Welcome back matey :D just keep puffing on that inhalator - I felt like that for a while when I first quit - like part of me was missing and it's one of the reasons I put off quitting for so long - the fear that I'd become a different person. Trust me you'll be the same person but a nicer smelling, healthier version :)

  • Thanks peeps

    Cheers pookie, cheers claire30, poor little un being sick, don't know how my 9 yr old has so much sick in her, almost like the scene from the excorcist! Sick both sides of bed, on bed, in bucket and in her hair, poor thing don't know how she managed it, now 11 month old coming down with something, :-( at least o,h tooth ache/manflu is cured, :-).

    And yeah pookie, still a prisoner of call of duty! Ha!

    This week has been strange, come home from a great holiday, back to reality :-( Ill people, :-( difficult people( including me) :-( , and I haven't cracked so far, all gravy baby. :-)

  • hi jellie..day 4 your a star girl :) nothing worse then kids being ill :( one thing i just cant cope with..makes me edgy wen my 2 are ill .... so for that an extra special well done on your day 4 done :)

  • Not such a star!

    OK, I have strayed into the dark side, no excuses but 4 days in hospital with my baby and I cracked. She is home now thank god and on the mend. So back on patches tomorrow. If I can get my head together that is. ?

  • Oh Jelly, your poor little girl! How is she now?

    Do you have patches ready for tomorrow?

    You will soon be abck on day 4 again, dont worry, just crack on with it and it will fly by in no time!

  • She is much better but still nowhere near right, at first we thought menengitis, but then lots of other symptoms cropped up, now the are saying e-coli?! We are both so relieved to be home and it has shown in her as soon as we got home much happier albeit short lived, before she falls asleep again.

    I have a few patches left, just need to get my head in the right place, struggling abit, I compleatly know it's the right thing to do and want to be free from all that crap, and feel clean again. But my head is filled with the nicodemon at the moment, I need to kick it's butt, trying hard to get in the right frame of mind.

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