Hi all, hope you're all doing ok.
I made it to day 22 yesterday. The thing is I'm so angry about everything and arguing over the most ridiculous issues. I'm putting on weight (so far half a stone in 3 weeks) and I've had issues with weight all my life and I just feel so crap about myself. Its like I've given up one thing and now I'm paying big time for it. I'm also suffering from lack of sleep - I've been up since 5am and didn't get to sleep until around 1am. My marriage is suffering badly. I'm driving my husband completely mad and he can't take much more of me (I know I'm being a cow!). He's been so supportive and continues to be but there is only so much a person can take I suppose.
Yesterday was terrible, the cravings these last few days have been the worst and I don't understand why. I bought Allen Carr's book yesterday aimed at women and weight issues and I'm still getting out walking and jogging. Don't know what else to do.
I don't want to smoke and I feel pretty strong in that. But why all this when I'm basically succeeding in something I've wanted to do for ages? It doesn't make sense any more and I'm very sad about the whole thing.
Sorry for such a negative post!