Grrr.... I am hoping this monster addiction loses it's grip sometime soon. It's amazing, just when I start thinking wow, this is easier than I thought, the urges come and when they come, they sure know what buttons to push to get their fix.
I haven't given in.... so far. I am finding my determination starting to fade though... Having thoughts that right now really isn't the best time (even though I can't think of any reason that it isn't the right time!).. I am looking for something but dam, I can't seem to find anything that is reason enough to do it.
I am finding myself envisioning myself going to the store in my buidling, getting a pack and just smoking the whole bloody thing in a matter of an hour. Yeah, that'd make me feel really good. Really good indeed. I just read a post by Sylvie that helped. She said that she found the fourth week to be the hardest. I was relieved to read that because I was really starting to question myself... "will this ever get better?, will I ever get my motivation back?" The thoughts seem to be there more now then they have been in a while, the urges aren't as often, but ((((****seem****)))) to be stronger.
Help me with some movation, please!
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Hey myvest.....smoking wont make you feel better at all....i know exactly wot ur thinking though, its like a mind game. stick with it mate, i promise you it gets better ........each day you will get stronger ..just think its only a thought nothing else..it passes away & nothing bad is gonna happen to you.......You can beat this & you should feel very good about it too ....keep posting on here it will help you .... in another few days you will feel different again
For what it's worth... day 18 was the last really bad day of my quit. Most days after that were a lot better. I've had a few ups and downs since then but the ups are more common now than the downs.
Hang in there, don't slip up, the worst is behind you already!
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