A bit down the line now and all the reasons I quit are strong still.
but been a pondering again on how I have got here after smoking soo long.
I remember my old dog preferring to lie in the sun -head on paws just thinking -and so I did the same today:) better than the ironing I figured.
nobody in my adult life [apart from work when I never smoked ] has ever hugged me or been close without me stinking of smoke. that is appalling.
I remember my mum smelling sweet with perfume. My boys will remember me in years to come when they get the whiff of cig smoke .:mad:
very ashamed -and I cant change that now.
I admonished my younger son for spending ridiculous amounts of money on his future wedding last night . He always appears when I have done supermarket shop and thinks the bargains are buy one -give one to J free.
he looked at me and said -how much have you spent over 36 years on white cancer sticks mother?
I was quiet then.
hope this helps some of you young ones with families .
it shut me up for a while
but better late than never eh??