Hi all, I am now , happily on month 1 and 3 days to date. I am now CT. Stopped using patches on Monday and now nearly 2 days since nicotine has been ingested. So far so good. Only problem is, I am going off my head. Last night i felt my legs were all tingly. Dont know what that was. Today, just feel deranged in general. Riding the storm. Bf has just asked me if I want to sing while he plays guitar. No , actually I want to murder you!! Must keep control of this situation. Maybe I will get patches tomorrow. I am really not sure if it is the fags or just me in a funny mood. It is so hot here and it is getting to everyone. But I love it, being Scottish. Better than the rain.
Anyway, sorry to moan. I am having an out of body moment or two. It's as if I can't handle the heat, so I have just scarpered out the kitchen. I am having a laugh watching myself crack up-but that is fine. My bf has the smokes. But not one puff ever for me. Don't care how mad it sends me. I will not smoke today. Will just go and sing instead. My voice is in good nick after abstaining from the fags.
thanks all, having an emotional day.